Love’s Call

Prelude

(At the Threshold of) Tomorrow

Circa 2014: Survival

The Free Association of Woodshedding

“We are the music makers…”

— Arthur O’Shaughnessy



I. &
  As if
        I were published
        Prolifically
        I cram the contents
        Of my cranium
        On random receipts
        & slivers of cardboard
        Riffing on rapture
        Alive & well
        Within the walls of the woodshed
   
Where
 As if
    I were a virtuoso
    Soloing in the native tongue
        Of the versaphone
    Singing of lady soul
        Within me
            (because she is my queen
                               my everything)
    Searching for my purpose within truth
     Discovering the truth within beauty
    Carving a brand new nuance of meaning
On the tabula rasa of expression

This is my story
    My song
Full
    Of what
        Was the blues
Then & now
Catapulted from the canon
Of recollection
    Into the crucible of identity
    Onto the canvas of individuality
Conforming only to the persistence of memory

Never giving up the ghost of yesterday
Winning at the end of the way

Wisdom wont
(even in the grasp of death)
To life
Which wills the lungs
Inside me
Expanding & expending
Every breath
Into a souliloquy that sighs:
Freedom
Ain’t never been free.
But must I die…
To become a legend
Rescued from oblivion?

II. &
  As if
        I could see forever’s
        Footprints
            Through the maze
                Of my vagabond eyes
        This world
        All too wary
        Of its own shadow
            Appears before me
                In streams of ultraviolet
                Consciousness
                    &
                    Autobiographical
                    Daydreams

        Scaling the heights of the horizon on breaths of air
        That summon sundry silhouettes
                    Of once slippery memories
        Skating their way into the immortal
        Fusion            of life & death
        Stirring up the sound
                    Of far off drums
        From the distant past, in the jazz
                    Of our kissing bodies

        Conceiving another universe in the womb of mother earth
        As she scores love (the only song there is)
        Into the porous pulse playing within our passion—
       
        Making music
        That dreams
        Reality.


©2020
(This poem is the fusion of parts from 5 different (older) poems.)